3.14.2011

心痛……
我不懂该怎么办……
泪一直掉……
心一直痛……
我做错了什么？？
还是……
我们不适合？？……

其实……
你不知道我在做这个决定时花了多大的勇气……
你不知道这背后真正的意义是什么……
偶尔，心好痛，可是我说不出口……
偶尔，很想和你聊聊天，可是办不到……
偶尔，希望信息可以多一些，晚上可以多聊一些……
其实我要求不多……
我只希望你可以记得我，回我信息，空闲时陪我聊聊天，而不只是陪你的朋友……
希望你能在意我多一些……
可是我知道你办不到……
我也很累了……
不想再等了……
如果哪天……
我先说声对不起……
因为……
我已经不想和从前一样了……
对不起……
很辛苦……

sad..

today..actually feel so bad..
so many thing keep on happening..
upset..
what can i do??
ntg is it??
haiz...
i wont blame on anyone..
is all up to myself!!!
i just..sad...haiz...

langkawi..us..

just came back from langkawi n alor setar..
5days 4 nights trip..
actually..quite nice de..
play there..
the sea..the boat..the monkey~~walao~~~hahahahahaa
7 ppl..
single go double back..
good or not??
hahahahahahaa~~
no answer..hehe


but reli so happy there..
1st day go 4 as 1st..
stay at ju chong house..me n him one room..
chat until midnight..
noon went 4 eat char koey diao,get more iphone info..
night we go 4 thai food took our dinner..
reli so nice n quite cheap de actually..



scd day..
early 9 in the morning somethings woken up..
faster get prepare n went to jetty wait 4 our ferry to ride us go to langkawi..
11.45am ferry
walao~~never take any food direct on ferry..
feel wanna to vomit n fainted..
wah~~hate tis kind of feeling..



woohooo~~after one an half  hour finally arrived there..
langkawi..ntg diffe ..haahhahaa
no lah..
fresh air!!hahahahaa
7 of us hungry until faint le..
faster go take our lunch at KFC..
actually i m not so interest on it but i like to follow big gang!!hahahahaaa
after tat rent a car..advanza..
find our hotel..hahahahaaaa the resort so syiok loh!!!!



so funny tat when on the way go to our resort..
we hold a map n follow the road some more using gps to search where is  our resort place..
on the way we saw a guy take a broom to clear a road tat full of sand!!
hahahaha...can i ask when u only can clear it all?????ahahahahahaaaaa
since tat time..
everytime we pass by there sure we say 扫沙or somethings like tat..
feel us so owesome..like tat oso can reached the place where we wanna to..hahahaaaa
we having laugh,song,joke around us while on the half way..
7 of us..7 of young guys..cool!!
we always said tat wanna reach ord..just nid a coner..
the resort is just around the corner..hahahahaaaa
but finaly..
half hour more only we reach there..



after checked in hotel we went to crocodile farm..
wow~~rm 15 per ticket..
is quite cool actually..

1st time i saw the real crocodile..

1st time saw they feed it..wow~~

the sound..pap pap pap pap~~

their mouth..reli so geng actually!!

we run the whole farm!!hahahahhaaaa

after finish the crocodile,we go to cable car..

wat the waste is the cable car closing on tat time we reached..

wuwuT.T

take a walk there..

suspension bridge..

we playing there..ahhahaa

feed fish..

o ya!!

deer??mayb..

not sure of wat kind of animals they r..

i has bough the food n feed them!!

the feel..great!!

tat deer run to outside the cage..

i have no point tat y it can stay outside the cage n near the visitor..

a tiger!!!!

but..

aiya~~dun say le..

after tat back to resort ba..

going to beach lu!!!

fi wan sleep de..

finally his follow me too..hahahaaaa

the beach so syiok ah!!!!

back to resort n changing pants ..

go to the beach again!!

wet..

but i like it..

woohooo~~~

bath..

walk walk outside the road...

wan go find food..

but failed=.=

starting someone still down n donwan to follow us..hahahahaa

do a necklace..

make frenz v momoyan!!

she introduce us go her frenz shop to take our dinner..

ok ok lo the food..

i most like the time is after us back to the resort..hahahahahaa

we playing poker, shouted, laugh..

a lot of memory born there..hahahhahahhaaa

wow~~~

reli so happy..ghaghagagagaaa

ok..great..

someone has success to changing my mood..

so i m in the bad mood now..

dun wan to continue ..

next time 1st..

...

the pass weekend wat had done by me??
we goes to singk 3 time at redbox!!!
1st avenew opening..
we stay at granny house 5 days above???
mayb..
everyday we sure find out the show the activity!!
thursday..1st day..went go to gurney!!
singk 2 hours,movie 2 hours!!
yeah!!!rapunzel!!!!owesome!!
if had it chance i will go watch again..3D!!!
1st time watch movie v 5 aunt..
after tat duno which day..go to 1st avenew..
originally,we wanna go to praingin shop..
after tat reli hope can b in singk room..hahahahaaa
finally..
reached our wish!!hahahahaa^^
sing 2 hours more..back..
everynight stay grandma house,every time playing poker!!
wow~~bad!!hehe
the third time..
go to 1st avenew v xin n her frenz!!
raining day..
anyways..i like singk!!i like act!!


just came back from sunway 4 watched movie,name the next three days..
actually...quite nice..
but u nid to focus on it..
if not u will miss some scene tat u reli nid to pay attention!!
conclusion..
the movie r not tat bad..
but i do have a question on my mind..
how they live after escape????
why dun u just show out the final ending????ish....
always wan us to guess guess gueesss!!
bull shit!!!!
i wan the ending!!!
the happy ending!!!
it is only just a movie..
why so serious???
happy ending,so good wasn't???




megamind,rapuzel,the next 3 days,still gt wat??
wat have been watch by me in nov???



tmr wanna go to langkawi..
but..seem like not so success ..
well..not so feel wanna join tis trip oso...





stay tune!!!

萱萱，加油

萱萱，你真的让我很心疼！
有时候这种心疼，很想找人诉苦……
有时候尝试对一个人说……
但我可以感觉得到他们不想听……
甚至觉得我发神经？？
可能吧……
经历过才会懂……
虽然我不认识他，不懂他……
但那种感觉，就好象自己身历其境……
很难去说明……
甚至可以感觉得到那种痛……
百思不得其解……
总觉得这种事情不会发生在她身上……
但它的的确确实实在在地发生了……
我们也只能接受……
每天看着关于他的消息……
心疼啊！！好疼！！
傻了吗？？
不！！！
我们自己会懂！！
你要加油！！
我们永远在你身后……
萱萱……别放弃！！
这是一条漫长地路……
我们会陪伴着你走完……
一定！！！
你别放弃自己，懂吗？？？




刚从自动城回来……
想着是否该染头发！！
有idea吗？？
怕染了生黑发时会很难看！！怎么办？？炸到！！




上个星期去了怡保一代……
参观了十八层地狱……
不错嘛……
恐怖！！*.*




最近有一个想法……
决定了一些事情！！
不过也还在考虑着……
我是很矛盾的人……
这次……
我会想得一清二楚再下决定！！




前天星期四……
帮栩在redbox庆祝生日……
一切都很成功！！
我和sun先去……
jian随后到……
完美的计划！！
觉得自己诡计多端！！
很多idea!!
我很喜欢亲自弄些东西……
计划些东西！！
特别是对我爱的人！！
如果我想，你一定会很幸福！！
可是……
我的脾气………………
真的很烂！！哈哈哈哈哈哈




我该染头发吗？？？？

...

what has been done by me recently???
sound like nothing...=.=
i having my thailand trip last weekend..
a trip full of fun moody and heavy rain=.=
whole day long=.=
the rain non stop=.=dun even stop one min=.=
ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................
but really have fun there with the rain!!hehe^^
enjoy the whole trip!!
they dance..they pray..their holloween..they all..
n my hello kitty pillow^^
wahahahahahahahah >,^



finally..
we has moved house at the pass week..
the new house..
look nice but the feel had change..
no more FAMILY!!!
i sad..i cried..i...nothing can do..
but i love my family!!!
i love so much!!
if one day we really cannot meet up anymore..
i hope u all will rmb me always!!
we have fun b4!!
all memory!!!
memorize it!!



dun even though before that i can forget you during 2 month!!
but i had done it!!
thankx!!!
special thx to my frenz..
came my house everynight for accompany me!!
thx 4 my sis n nini teach me so many things!!
let me forget the passed n accept the future!!!
thx 4 my dear my baobeii!!
be my side when i need it most!!^^
n you..maybe i should thx 4 u too!!!
ur everythings make me know i should not keep holding it!!
hahahahahahahaah^^
n you!!thx oh!!
it is because of u too!!
if not i wont so easy put it down too!!
i noe u put so much heart to me..
i can feel it..dun worry lah^^



ytd watched MEGAMIND with yuan bon liang n xu!!
wow~~nice movie!!
so funny!!keep laugh out!!hahahhaaa
but i sad too..
cox bout somethings!!
i feel so pain bout it!!!
but..haiz...whatever lah!!
maybe..
we cant handle it!!!
so just let it be!!^^



so long time din upload my blog le..
so many things din write it down!!
forget le!!haiz...
dear bday is around the corner!!!
no plan no plan no plan!!!! T.T
how??????haiz....cham...



selina!!!i do hope you recover as soon as possible!!!
dun care of anythings!!!
girl..u r brave!!
all the people u love is around u!!
stay v happy n smile always^.^



just stay v me!!!just call my name..i will be there!!^^