你知道吗？曾经的我以为我已经放下你了…
但是今天不知怎么搞的…
所有回忆都跑上来了…
我的心因为你…
再次不安了起来…
想起所有的点点滴滴…
想起你承诺的每一句话…
想起你说过的永远…
心很痛…
好象…
从来没有试过…
很希望明天睡醒发现原来说一切只是一场梦…
就算你突然告诉我…
你是在跟我开玩笑…我也接受！
第一次！
为了一个男生这样糟蹋自己…
为了一个男生可以放弃自己…
为了一个男生可以什么都不要…
为了你…我想了好多好多…
还记得有一天睡醒的时候以为自己刚才只是发了一常梦…
原来不是…
现实就是残忍的…
我还在等你告诉我…
不要分手好吗？不能没有你…
我还在等你告诉我…
好多好多的承诺和甜言蜜语…
心事…
我吞了…

^.^

today..
hanging out v ping n yuan~~
tis morning..sudden receive a msg from yuan...
ask me today is it all ppl din go 4 learn..
i say ya!!
he ask me..wanna go out n my house how come??=.=
hahahaha~~
him phone me den road by road..
finlay found my house...
n him has been waiting 4 me at down stair aroung half hour=.=
(who call u din inform me early=.=ur faultsss!!!)
after tat we going to ice ice baby to take our dinner..
after 2 hour like tat..
ping r reached there too..
b4 tat she sms told me tat she will reach in 15 min..
yuan said to me..
we gv her more 5 min to parking n walk in..
means she hv 20 min to reach..
after tat she late one min=.=
hahahahahah~~
but the most funny is..
we afrid of some some one will saw us there n pua us kang tao!!
so we plan ord,.
if reli reli very unlucky to meet them..
we use the ala card to hide our head..hahahaha~~
when go in the shop..
we both same like thief..
hide hide hide there..
when saw a stupid same brand car..
our heart jumping fast..=.=


after paid the bill we has start our journey..
we go sunway!!!hehe^^
finding car park tat time was so funny..
yuan scare to turn round go upstairs..
so lucky..let him found a car park lot..
hahahahaha~~
tat moment so funny..
n his park car skill was so...............
hahahahahaha~~~



we watch piranha!!! 5 30
after tat go singk till 9 50!!
the movie was so.....
pay the money to get shock=.=
i get shocked 4 times above ba...
walao~~
actually is not bad lah..
just the movie too short ord...
n the scene so..
n 1st time the cinema hall din turn off the light=.=
luckily the worker find it n turn off..
if not i wonder i might b crazy...



singk.. at the middle of singing..
me n ping came out n go find cake 4 celeb yuan bday~~
failed..
change plan..
ask vincy to buy it n go autocity meet us after 10..
we still cheat on yuan said we go popular to buy things..
n ask him alone at room wait 4 us..
hahahahahahah



at boston..
we talk so happy..
chat so long...
laugh so loud..
after boston closing..
we not yet enough to chat..
change to kfc until 1 am..



so many many many things..
we had done it today!!!
after today we no nid worry bout anythings ord!!!
bcox!!!....
we had bcome closer n closer!!!



i greatly hope we can frenz always..
n hope our wish come true..
the wishes...
u u u n me noe!!!the only 4!!
opps..
its should be 5..
one more kenny...
hahahahahahaa~~


anyway...
i had a good day today!!
so glad to meet u all!!!
my life....



if without tat mother fucker i think my life will b very very perfect !!!




whole body painful=.=

以为自己放下了…
以为自己不在意了…
以为自己无所谓了…
但是原来我的无所谓只是再加重地告诉自己…
我还在意呢…
一切和一切…
可是我能怎么办？不小心触碰的回忆将我对你的思念唤醒了…
我想你了…
你在哪里呢？
你说过只属于我的肩膀…现在谁在那里呢？
你说过只有我的心…现在谁住在里面呢？
你说过只对有我的温柔…现在在对着谁放送呢？
第一次学会爱一个人…
第一次学会该如何对待一个人…
第一次学会什么叫做想念一个人…
时间很短暂呢…
眼泪不停的掉…
都不听使唤了…
我以为放下了…
但是原来…
只需要一句话…
就可以唤醒所有的回忆…
你说过的未来…
你说过得承诺…
两天前的我爱你我在乎你…
两天后的我不爱你了不一样了…
前后落差好大…
我受不了了…
很无助…
我真的不懂该怎么办…
想离开…
又不懂去哪里…
第一次为了男生…
可以放弃一切…
放弃了我觉得最珍贵的友情…
放弃了我最在乎的尊严…
甚至可以放弃了自己的生命…
爱他多过爱我自己…
到最后…
还是一个人…
很怕…
不敢相信爱情…不敢靠近男生…
第一次…
受伤了…
第一次…
为了这个男生…
真的受伤了…
这次…真的被伤到了…
怎么办？很辛苦…
不想再这样继续生活了…
好累…
我的人生…
好累…